2025.05

Thu, 2025.05.01

Now I understand

God was shaping empathy

Pure, but not naive

Fri, 2025.05.02

Full day of writing

Worked on 仕様書 overtime

Made siomay after

Sat, 2025.05.03

I reply too slow

It hurts the ones who trust me

Must break this habit

Sun, 2025.05.04

Joyful Sunday comes

Loved and loving in His church

Heart renewed again

Mon, 2025.05.05

A full day with friends

You put me here for a reason

To reflect Your love

Tue, 2025.05.06

Unfocused again

My thoughts drift from Your purpose

Refocus me, Lord

Wed, 2025.05.07

Slept at four a.m.

Still got things done, start to end

Thank You, Lord, for strength

Thu, 2025.05.08

Work mails showed the moves

Chatted Dad with love midday

Cooked shrimp—first, tonight

Fri, 2025.05.09

Thoughts ran all day, but

Orange juice I made, shrimp cooked

Were today’s highlight

Sat, 2025.05.10

Drowned in Japanese

They may be as drained as me

No choice — I’ll improve

Sun, 2025.05.11

Those I care about

Kids and grown-ups shape my soul

To resemble Him

Mon, 2025.05.12

Anger slipped through me

I may have hurt someone else

Lord, forgive and lead

Tue, 2025.05.13

Not by strength or skill—

God alone can change a heart

I’m just His vessel

Wed, 2025.05.14

Not sure what I did—

Was it Your will or just mine?

Please lead my mind back

Thu, 2025.05.15

Caught flu, I fought hard

Did all I could to stay fit

Call delayed my rest

Fri, 2025.05.16

Project is at risk

But God may be using this

To show how I act

Sat, 2025.05.17

Cooked kaprao at last

One dish led to honest talk

About how we’re treated

Sun, 2025.05.18

Woke up excited

To meet people at the church

Finally talked to auntie

Mon, 2025.05.19

Went to work with flu

Glad I didn’t pass out once

Something good came too

Tue, 2025.05.20

Didn’t feel so well

Still showed up and took it slow

Warm drinks helped me through

Wed, 2025.05.21

Worked on their project

But mine—the one I believe in—

Got support today

Thu, 2025.05.22

Toilet stop detour

Stopped by the bookstore by chance

Got cookbook and hike guide

Fri, 2025.05.23

Other work took time

Couldn’t touch my own research

Shopped, cooked, called, then sleep

Sat, 2025.05.24

Woke with aching cramps

Rested till noon, then cooked food

Still, I did something

Sun, 2025.05.25

Church, then quick lunch out

Ankle still hurts every step

More than a month now

Mon, 2025.05.26

They know it’s high worth

But won’t let me focus in—

Half-hearted support.

Tue, 2025.05.27

Plate dropped, food all spilled

I ate off the floor to gain

strength to clean the mess

Wed, 2025.05.28

Meant to buy one plate

To replace the one I broke—

Bought more out of need

Thu, 2025.05.29

Not who they assume.

It just hurts to be misread—

every single time.

Fri, 2025.05.30

Teeth seem fine at glance,

but I’ve treated them badly—

sudden awareness.

Sat, 2025.05.31

I sense it’s not right—

the way my mind stays busy

with things You don’t will