Thu, 2025.05.01
Now I understand
God was shaping empathy
Pure, but not naive
Fri, 2025.05.02
Full day of writing
Worked on 仕様書 overtime
Made siomay after
Sat, 2025.05.03
I reply too slow
It hurts the ones who trust me
Must break this habit
Sun, 2025.05.04
Joyful Sunday comes
Loved and loving in His church
Heart renewed again
Mon, 2025.05.05
A full day with friends
You put me here for a reason
To reflect Your love
Tue, 2025.05.06
Unfocused again
My thoughts drift from Your purpose
Refocus me, Lord
Wed, 2025.05.07
Slept at four a.m.
Still got things done, start to end
Thank You, Lord, for strength
Thu, 2025.05.08
Work mails showed the moves
Chatted Dad with love midday
Cooked shrimp—first, tonight
Fri, 2025.05.09
Thoughts ran all day, but
Orange juice I made, shrimp cooked
Were today’s highlight
Sat, 2025.05.10
Drowned in Japanese
They may be as drained as me
No choice — I’ll improve
Sun, 2025.05.11
Those I care about
Kids and grown-ups shape my soul
To resemble Him
Mon, 2025.05.12
Anger slipped through me
I may have hurt someone else
Lord, forgive and lead
Tue, 2025.05.13
Not by strength or skill—
God alone can change a heart
I’m just His vessel
Wed, 2025.05.14
Not sure what I did—
Was it Your will or just mine?
Please lead my mind back
Thu, 2025.05.15
Caught flu, I fought hard
Did all I could to stay fit
Call delayed my rest
Fri, 2025.05.16
Project is at risk
But God may be using this
To show how I act
Sat, 2025.05.17
Cooked kaprao at last
One dish led to honest talk
About how we’re treated
Sun, 2025.05.18
Woke up excited
To meet people at the church
Finally talked to auntie
Mon, 2025.05.19
Went to work with flu
Glad I didn’t pass out once
Something good came too
Tue, 2025.05.20
Didn’t feel so well
Still showed up and took it slow
Warm drinks helped me through
Wed, 2025.05.21
Worked on their project
But mine—the one I believe in—
Got support today
Thu, 2025.05.22
Toilet stop detour
Stopped by the bookstore by chance
Got cookbook and hike guide
Fri, 2025.05.23
Other work took time
Couldn’t touch my own research
Shopped, cooked, called, then sleep
Sat, 2025.05.24
Woke with aching cramps
Rested till noon, then cooked food
Still, I did something
Sun, 2025.05.25
Church, then quick lunch out
Ankle still hurts every step
More than a month now
Mon, 2025.05.26
They know it’s high worth
But won’t let me focus in—
Half-hearted support.
Tue, 2025.05.27
Plate dropped, food all spilled
I ate off the floor to gain
strength to clean the mess
Wed, 2025.05.28
Meant to buy one plate
To replace the one I broke—
Bought more out of need
Thu, 2025.05.29
Not who they assume.
It just hurts to be misread—
every single time.
Fri, 2025.05.30
Teeth seem fine at glance,
but I’ve treated them badly—
sudden awareness.
Sat, 2025.05.31
I sense it’s not right—
the way my mind stays busy
with things You don’t will